Does it makes sense ?



What does one do when theres no light around them ?
What does one do they cant see the next step they are going to take?
What does one do when they dont have a pillar to take a support from ?
What does one do when they sleep but can't rest 
Does it even makes sense? 
What does one do when there's no motivation around them?
When all the people around you do is nothing but drag you down?
When all u ever want is to just vanish from the face of the earth?
What do u do when u don't even have the energy to take your next breath?
Does it make sense ?
This question alone takes a lot of energy from me.
Thinking about something for a long time makes me nauseated. Thinking about me makes me irritated 
I make myself irritated. 
And there goes my favorite question 
Does it make sense?
It feels like i dont even want me for myself 
Someone just take control of me and tell me how  should i breathe. 
Someone just come and make this all go away. 
But i know. I know , no ones going to come and  save me ... 
For the victim and the saviour both resides in me .
Will it ever make sense? 

Alas, and what has ever made sense in this senseless world i presume. 

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